drive...

With all that's going on, I was tempted to make a mad dash across the country to Cali... Knowing it wouldn't solve anything, but I needed to escape from the reality that has been my life as of late. As fate would have it, the northeast got hit by hurricane Bill and I got to surf Saturday and Sunday and it was enough to quell the fire that is my soul and being (think surface of the sun), also, my leaving would set things in motion that would effect people at I love and in turn love me and it would more than likely create problems bigger than the ones I am currently facing, not a good idea! Instead we drove to Hull, MA., which I am glad I did, and that's where I will leave it...

The drive back I did on my own and while I was on I-90 West, I thought for a split second, you can keep on this and be in Portland in 2 days... I then remembered her face, her eyes, her voice, the scent of her hair, the way her skin feels, her kisses... Was I ready to sacrifice her for my desire to run on my problems & disappear from the face of the earth?

So, here I am... at work...

I love you